Dear blog,
i am in a dilemma again. my exams are coming soon i am stressed up about it and also about guys. P seems happy with his gf okay. i get it i am forgetting him i can resist my urge for fb...but why is he liking all my status or post that i put up!!! i mean it often confuse me. i know he is my friend that i had since 14 years lost contact and now i got to know each other again. but i never like his status or pictures always avoiding!!! then why the fuck is he confusing me?!? OKAY FINE IGNORE P
Next is K. K called me and we finally talked. he called me 3X a day and such and we often chat then i think i fell for him...why the heck is my heart involved in everything when its job is to pump blood!!! i mean GOD why are u playing with my feelings my love? r u happy to see me suffering for it..is this some kind of exposure coz i seriously fucking hate it!!!! i HATE IT!!!
ONE MOMENT THE GUY COMES AND PLANT LOVE SEED IN MY HEART AND GOES AWAY WITH A GIRLFRIEND~~~ I MEAN HELLO!!!!!!!! its stressful i feel like crying...i dont seem to understand them..its always mixed emotions that im getting?!? why why why why why///god god god god god~```` this is insane and crazy and idiot..
they talk to me and flirts or i dont know if thats their nature or something???? then the next thing is they get over me..WTH?!?!? they think im their sister and i am a source of joke and MISS ADVICER!!! that listens to problem
looks like my life is gonna be boring i wont have a tremendous love story like all in those novels and movies which corrupt girls mind like me. why is it so easy for others to love and hook up except me??? i have more advantage than them but then why??? all my friends have boyfriend..except me???? why oh gosh i am gonna concentrate on my studies now but this is also bothering me
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)