why? why? why?
he loves my friend..i meant S!!!!! he likes her...he likes her...my friend told me. He chatted with her for so long and he told he wants a girl like my friend! why..he said there are so many choices for his girlfriend. why is all guys jerk. and why he didnt like me...why am i always not an option for the guys for love but instead for advice,,,why!!!!!!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!
I feel so down... and he said he wants a girl if he ran out of cash..then he changed and said he wants a girl like my friend... :'( i feel so down. and a nut. I mean even my guy friend wonders why does guys dont like me? they think i am just a sense of humor who doesnt have any value is it?
i tried by best looking presentable infront of him and very much looked and gave a good impression but all he does was aaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhh he asked about is this d class for maths in a rude way!!!!!!!
Friday, September 30, 2011
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
After mock
Oh dear its been a tiring week and month. I think i screwed my mock like all 5 of it...im afraid i might fail all of it :/ die case to d max!!!!!!!!
it ended with bio and now i am down with a soar throat and flu. Sucks to be sick. Im so drowsy right now after eating those medicines.
My life pretty much is hectic and sucks!!!!! i mean mock ended n im down with a flu and my toes hurt bc i was wearing a slipper in college for 6 hours. I mean the slippers was the wrong one and it caused my toes skin to peel of...it hurts man on both legs!!!! and i m having my period now (PMS-ING) not a good time.
i feel irritated with K, S and P!!!!
K well sms me and im starting to get bored. And S likes my friend and its obvious during the test he wished her goodluck and wanted to sit near her. And the another K the one in my class. I found out he likes a girl in his class but dont know who?!? i thought it was me but then looking and judging from his body language i dont think so/ He seeems not interested. Whereas P is happily with his gf with their dp changing all the time. i couldnt see the gf because she created a new profile and didnt add me yet!! -.- such an ass!!!
Well why does all the guys dont like me or seem interested in me???? i m approachable but sometimes i feel shy i mean the guy should take a step first before me. looks like my predictions is true i will get into an arranged marriage>- : why god why? i mean even a not so good looking girls could get a bf..but me??? why????
it ended with bio and now i am down with a soar throat and flu. Sucks to be sick. Im so drowsy right now after eating those medicines.
My life pretty much is hectic and sucks!!!!! i mean mock ended n im down with a flu and my toes hurt bc i was wearing a slipper in college for 6 hours. I mean the slippers was the wrong one and it caused my toes skin to peel of...it hurts man on both legs!!!! and i m having my period now (PMS-ING) not a good time.
i feel irritated with K, S and P!!!!
K well sms me and im starting to get bored. And S likes my friend and its obvious during the test he wished her goodluck and wanted to sit near her. And the another K the one in my class. I found out he likes a girl in his class but dont know who?!? i thought it was me but then looking and judging from his body language i dont think so/ He seeems not interested. Whereas P is happily with his gf with their dp changing all the time. i couldnt see the gf because she created a new profile and didnt add me yet!! -.- such an ass!!!
Well why does all the guys dont like me or seem interested in me???? i m approachable but sometimes i feel shy i mean the guy should take a step first before me. looks like my predictions is true i will get into an arranged marriage>- : why god why? i mean even a not so good looking girls could get a bf..but me??? why????
Friday, September 9, 2011
Busy bee!!!!
Dear blog,
its been awhile since i had blogged! so many things happened during these period. firstly is i finished my EE2 and my holiday ended like last week!!!! got back my papers AUSMAT SUNWAY!!!! and it sucked. i mean everyone dropped. i failed my psychology and my chemistry in the 40's haizzz sad :'(
Miss Psychology was asking me what happened?!? even my bio was 60's maths miracle!! i PAssED with a 53 lol...the lecturers are advising all of us to buck up for mock as it is tougher!!!
Gonna start serious now. i mean i am less on fb nowadays only through my handphone.so reason... P hooked up with K hmmm quite sad actually when he told me because i liked him. but somehow i dont feel the pain i mean i was hurt but it didnt put a lot of impact on me. i still stalk him on fb but yeah got to forget him...thank god he didnt post anything or any pleading to chat with me...so we r pretty much had cut our ties besides him liking my pic once but i m ignoring all his posts!! i think this is the best. my mum hates his mum so lets put it that way!
Another thing is i m close to K not P's girlfriend..the guy with the same tuition! we text everyday. he is a really nice buddy but i hope it wont turned into love. i mean he is nice and such but appearance wise n he tells me he likes that gul n this gul so many of them!!! but he is nice la. so about S his grandma passed away...so i didnt really saw him in college for the past weeks. D chatted with me recently but yeah he like another girl i guess
So yeah my life is miserable with all this guys!!! -_______- and my wace around the corner...arrggghhh stress right now i got to go back to my bio... she killed me with her homeworks :P
its been awhile since i had blogged! so many things happened during these period. firstly is i finished my EE2 and my holiday ended like last week!!!! got back my papers AUSMAT SUNWAY!!!! and it sucked. i mean everyone dropped. i failed my psychology and my chemistry in the 40's haizzz sad :'(
Miss Psychology was asking me what happened?!? even my bio was 60's maths miracle!! i PAssED with a 53 lol...the lecturers are advising all of us to buck up for mock as it is tougher!!!
Gonna start serious now. i mean i am less on fb nowadays only through my handphone.so reason... P hooked up with K hmmm quite sad actually when he told me because i liked him. but somehow i dont feel the pain i mean i was hurt but it didnt put a lot of impact on me. i still stalk him on fb but yeah got to forget him...thank god he didnt post anything or any pleading to chat with me...so we r pretty much had cut our ties besides him liking my pic once but i m ignoring all his posts!! i think this is the best. my mum hates his mum so lets put it that way!
Another thing is i m close to K not P's girlfriend..the guy with the same tuition! we text everyday. he is a really nice buddy but i hope it wont turned into love. i mean he is nice and such but appearance wise n he tells me he likes that gul n this gul so many of them!!! but he is nice la. so about S his grandma passed away...so i didnt really saw him in college for the past weeks. D chatted with me recently but yeah he like another girl i guess
So yeah my life is miserable with all this guys!!! -_______- and my wace around the corner...arrggghhh stress right now i got to go back to my bio... she killed me with her homeworks :P
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